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Name: B Bird
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Orange County
Birthday: 5/25/1987
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Friday, November 07, 2008

Start everything over again

Seeing the regression of myself for the past few months, has caused a lot of stress over the years and I myself haven’t thought of it myself but.. I’ve been the cause of it all. I’ve never let go of all the things that were always on my mind and I never closed what I had in everyone. I’m sorry for all the people I hurt, and all these apologizes/thank you’s might be way to late for what they are worth. But I’m still hoping they get to you and I hope these messages are worth for what they are worth. My self, my love, and my friends are all I need to survive and you are all that make it possible. But especially because of you’ll I’ve been able to survive in a world that isn’t worth it most of the time. A person is supposed to live an average life span of 300,000 days.. and I wasn’t expecting myself to do even ¼ of that. I’m glad though that I can actually finally put these words into a sheet before I push it back again in my mind. I’m glad to that I can find some solace from these thoughts. I just hope that one day I can pull myself out of these god damn holes of stress. Like everyone says.. you worry to much. Now I know that maybe worrying isn’t my bad, but that worrying is just what keeps my mind running. Without it now, I can stop being the one who worries to much =D

-=You got the world in the palm of your hand slips away, so crash, start everything over again=-

~l3


Wednesday, March 12, 2008

status quo

I'm back to where i was before i went to college, but a lil fresher..

I'm moving on from cali.. sorry peepz; but you all will be better off, I see it in everyone that's having fun.

Last few years of fun left.. but I'm glad that everything is getting there =)

l3 - For my Love
I saw you standing in the rain
With tears in your eyes
I wiped them away
Never wanting to say goodbye

=) xin loi

~l3


Monday, December 31, 2007

School, Life, Friends, Family and Love

Recap Session not really needed.. i'll prolly post it later though so ehz haha; but here are the top 10's of Japan and America.. I don't think i really listened to many new Chinese songs and Korean songs to put a list up.. (gomen) so here we go! =)

l3 Bird's - American Top 10 of 2007
1. Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call
2. Vudoo Soul - Constantly for You
3. One Republic - Apologize
4. Linkin Park - What I've Done
5. Monkey Majik - Change
6. Yellowcard - Light Up the Sky
7. Far East Movement ft. Baby Bash - You Got A Friend
8. John Legend - Someday
9.  Music & Lyrics - Way Back Into Love
10. Ken Oak Band - Inda

American Albums of the Year
Maroon 5 - It won't be soon before long
Ken Oak - Vienna to Venice
Linkin Park - Minutes to Midnight
Yellowcard - Paper Walls
Incubus - Light Granades

l3 Bird's - Japan Top 10 of 2007
1. Monkey Majik ft. M-Flo - Picture Perfect
2. Clazziquai - Love Mode
3. Alex ft. M-Flo - Love me After 12 AM
4. L`Arc~en~Ciel - Daybreak's Bell
5. Aquatimez - Alones
6. Asian Kung-Fu Generation - After Dark
7. Bennie K ft. Blaise Plant - Endless Summer
8. Chemistry - Kagayuku Yoru
9. Suemitsu & The Suemith - Allegro Cantabile
10. M-Flo loves Crystal Kay - Love Don't Cry

Japan Albums of the Year
M-Flo - Cosmicolor
L`Arc~en~ciel -Kiss
Monkey Majik - Sora Wa Maru De
SUEMITSU AND THE SUEMITH - The Piano It's me
Yui - Can't Buy My Love


Sunday, November 04, 2007

Currently Listening
Fly
By Monkey Majik
Falling
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11-04 A little Bit



 

Monkey Majik - Falling

The mission's only half way done
It's taken on a life of its own
I wasnt sure how they'd make it back home
I crawl when you need me to run
I know you think that I can't cope all alone,
but in time I can count on you there.

A little bit of tme is all I want
A little bit of luck to turn me on
A little bit of something else all want these days

I'm falling offways
Ain't gaining headway
Been left here on my own
A little bit of time is all I want
A little bit of luck to turn me on
A little bit of something else all want these days

It's knowin' that I had to change
(I'm) lookin' back on all the days,
(But) couldn't find anytime, that's the way that it is
It's hard to say the words I feel
(I) need to understand I'm still,
on my own, even when you are here my by side

A little bit of tme is all I want
A little bit of luck to turn me on
A little bit of something else all want these days

I'm falling offways
Ain't gaining headway
Been left here on my own
A little bit of time is all I want
A little bit of luck to turn me on
A little bit of something else all want these days

So this saturday i went from fullerton to lambert to orange to corona and back.. =) one of my longest trips and had alot of events that kinda jogged my memories =D.

3:45pm

Left Apartment

4:20pm

57N | Exit Lambert | Left on Lambert

Teafco fun stuff; not for me.. but like if you want some cool pet stuff definately cool to go get some there! =)

Oh btw got lost.. for like 15 mins. >.<

4:20-4:40pm

57S | 22E | Exit Tustin

Going to my Tween's house was kinda hard.. haha cuz tustin is a big road and her street was a small one.. haha SOOOO like I was driving and it wasn't any traffic or anything but like.. jeebus i woulda been there way earlier if I knew where i was going

4:40-5:05pm

Arriving at Tween's house

Let's just say.. I was in a block radius off of prospect and yorba.. and like yeah takes me a bit to find the place wait up on the actual street where my tween is at.. and call comes, OH ur a lil ahead you should go back like it's only 2 houses behind where you were.. not literal prolly more like 6-7 but still haha I was soo freaking close and i was waiting there for like 10 minutes!?!?! haha

5:05pm-7:35pm

Tara's Bday Casino Bash

It was very nostalgic; having the pilipino/hawaiian food, the mom and dad being all friendly, the kids being kids and playing around, and the prayer from the dad.. Reminded me of home back in MD. This was the first time ever.. EVER, that i got a little home-sick.I was really greatful for being at my tween's house and chilling there, I wish i coulda stayed longer, especially for the casinoness, but I had to goto my ading's place.

7:35pm-8:00pm

55N | 91E | Lincoln Ave.

yeah I was waiting to get there cuz traffic was bad.. and someone said oh it'll end like 7ish.. Oh was i wrong >.< hahaha; It was still bad going up there. I was stuck on stop and go traffic for like 20 mins but it wasn't too bad.

8:00pm-Midnight

Chilled and partied with all the friends of my ading and fullerton folk. It twas cool playing lots of halo; random ds games and rocking on guitar hero! Took alot of me but i was tired... haha

12am-12:30am

91W| 57N | Placentia Ave.

Stopped by Ann's place to say hi and take care of one my friend's and gave him some water. I'm sooo sorry but i was hecka tired from driving all day; I do owe ya! Seriously..

There are things that I know that I'm missing, and maybe it's because i abandoned it when I moved to California. It's the part of me that I needed to grow and if I stayed supposedly "sheltered" then I wouldn't have my own identity; I woulda just stayed someone serving others and just living off of other people, other events. What I realize now more then ever is that my growth in myself has passed something that I probably would of never imagined when I was in MD. But again yesterday I did feel like I miss being home, having that security of my parents, and just having fun. Well haha i guess family is something that is really important, but now.. I just gotta push myself to keep going and concentrating on whats ahead of me.

School.. Life.. Friends.. and Love

A little bit of something else all I want these days

~l3


Thursday, October 11, 2007

Cosmic Night Run

M-Flo ft. Crazy Ken Band - Cosmic Night Run



There was soo many things, but it's all done. I'm over it now, yea I runaway again from something, but it's life I don't know if it's the right thing because it's just going to push me over sometimes, but it could be just like good friends.. So eh; I guess that's it -> moving on haha

There will always be encounters with a what if.. and I guess I'm getting more and more each time I grow into decisions I don't take initative on. If you want something so bad, but just say no.. it's called "self-control"; but if you want something soo bad, and it seems so right, and you still say no.. it's called "Stupidity".

Ahhh my thoughts bounce off and on.. and I very much dislike that haha;

-=You never want to question yourself what if, but maybe it already passed=-

~l3



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